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We should leave our lovers... will you... would I... tell me why...
Posted:Dec 16, 2016 10:44 pm
Last Updated:Dec 17, 2016 8:46 am
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We should leave our lovers... will you... would I... tell me why...

Recently, I've been reading some of your blogs...

Some of you want to meet 50 times before you'd think of intimacy... others, want to fuck a stranger right off the bat... practicing safe sex... maybe, full body condoms... I'm not judging... it just got me to thinking...

So... since music shoots through my veins like your fickleness or your rules cover those melonlicious breasts or that slice of life that defines you so that you don't even know yourself... I got hypnotized by these lyrics... and, of course... the melody... from a new band I got turned onto this month... "Echos"

Echos - "Leave your lover"

We should leave our lovers and be with one another
Run your fingers through my hair and hide under my covers
We should leave our loves we should run after each other
We can share our secrets till we swallow one another

We should leave our lovers we should we should leave our lovers
But you'll never leave your lover no you'll never leave your lover
No
We should leave our lovers we should we should leave our lovers
I need you like no other no I'll never find another
No

Meet me in the silence I'll let you cut me open
Help me from the inside out some motion
I feel you in my blood baby bring your body closer
Love me with your sad eyes dream me of my color

We should leave our lovers, we should we should leave our lovers But you'll never leave your lover, no you'll never leave your lover No
We should leave our lovers we should we should leave our lovers I need you like no other no I'll never find another
No

You'll never leave your lover, no you'll never leave your lover
I need you like no other no I'll never find another

I need you like no other, no I need you like no other
I need you like no other, no I'll never find another
I need you like no other, no I need you like no other
I need you like no other, no I'll never find another

We should leave our lovers we should we should leave our lovers
But you'll never leave your lover no you'll never leave your lover
No
We should leave our lovers we should we should leave our lovers
I need you like no other no I'll never find another
No
We should leave our lovers so that we can choose each other.
...
I luv the song... I luv the lyrics.

I feel like the woman wants this to really work... but, in her heart she feels that her lover will not leave his lover...

What do you think?
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Sometimes you just have to go for it... Part II
Posted:Dec 12, 2016 8:42 pm
Last Updated:Dec 15, 2016 6:28 pm
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Sometimes you just have to go for it... Part II

Ok... Melanie and I are at Sambuca, Uptown in Big D. We just finished a five dance set... She goes to the bathroom... I go to the DJ, slip him a C-Note and have him play the next songs that she and I will dance to... I figure, if you do everything you possibly can to make something happen, then you have a chance at succeeding. All is fair in luv and war... and, the more planning, sometimes, the more spontaneous the moment appears... Oh... I luv it when a plan comes together...

She came back to the table and the DJ starts playing my song list...
Melanie grabs my hand and takes me to the dance floor after drinking a glass of champagne. She tells me this is her song... who knew... just sayin'...

"Come on, shake your body baby, do the conga
I know you can't control yourself any longer
Come on, shake your body baby, do the conga
I know you can't control yourself any longer..." -- Miami Sound Machine "Conga"

She is really dancing... she's on fire... Her hips are gyrating... those melonlicious breasts are teasing me... yet, again... and, she is high stepping to beat of the rhythm... oh my... what a sight for these eyes... she's shaking every inch of her body... I can feel the sweat hit my face as she moves in closer to me...

She doesn't lose a step as Robert Palmer appears right next to her... in living fucking color... yes, the man himself... and the lights go out in the place... and, he starts...

"...How can it be permissible
She compromise my principle, yeah yeah
That kind of love is mythical
She's anything but typical
She's a craze you'd endorse, she's a powerful force
You're obliged to conform when there's no other course
She used to look good to me, but now I find her
Simply irresistible, Simply irresistible..." -- Robert Palmer "Simply Irresistible"

Melanie's eyes go wide open... and, she's blushing... but, she perseveres...she is on a mission from god... to please an easy going man tonight... somehow, someway, come hell or high water (doesn't work in Canada this time of year, but, works pretty much anywhere in Plano, Texas)... just sayin'...

Anyway... she's dancing with me... but, Robert Palmer is trying to cut in... Now, I'm ok... because this is happening... boom... right now... we are in a moment... slow motion... the two of us... and, as the dance ends I bend her back... and Robert steals a kiss...

that's ok... because the fun meter is racheting up... who knows we may go to the indoor sky diving place and have some mad, passionate love there... or maybe, we'll just go to the reunion ball tower... oh... so many things are running thru my mind... I'm going dizzy...

and, then it happens... the lights dim and unbeknownst to us, the band Flight Facilities has setup in place of Robert Palmer's band... oh, those ladies were so fine looking... I was aroused... and, it was kinda embarrasing... but, not too much as the lights are low... and, this ain't elementary school... this is Sambuca Uptown baby... not downtown, not Deep Ellum... but, it could have been...

Giselle begins playing with my, now wet hair... she's blowing in my ear as the band starts to play... and, Melanie is giving me the once over... now, don't forget I slipped the DJ a c-note, so we should get what we paid for... and, if we get extra, who's the wiser...

"Why can't you want me like the other boys do?
They stare at me while I stare at you
Why can't I keep you safe as my own?
One moment I have you the next you are gone
Rehearsed steps on an empty stage
That boy's got my heart in a silver cage
Why can't you want me like the other boys do?
They stare at me while I crave you..." -- Flight Facilities - "Crave you" (feat. Giselle)

The rhythm of this song is a little slower, so Giselle is dancing behind me... as she's got the mike in one hand and her other hand around my waist... Melanie's good with this...

Oh what fun, we are having... and, the waitress brings us our glasses of champagne to quench some of our thirst... but, just enough... as this song ends... Giselle kisses me gently on the cheek...

and, then... Justin Timberlake jumps on the dance floor and this familiar song starts blaring... and, the whole dance floor gets jam packed with bodies...

"... On that sunny day
Didn't know I'd meet
Such a beautiful girl
Walking down the street
Seen those bright brown eyes
With tears coming down
She deserves a crown
But where is it now
Mamma listen
Senorita, I feel for you..." -- Justin Timberlake - "Senorita"

OMG... sweat is dripping from pores we never thought we had... we are drenched and having a blast...

what else could happen tonight...

Oh... my little pretties... stay tuned... more to cum... soon...
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Still you turn me on...
Posted:Dec 8, 2016 7:46 pm
Last Updated:Dec 10, 2016 10:43 pm
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Every now and then i get nostalgic...

With my way of thinking... I treasure my moments of intimacy with the women that I have been with... I remember what they smelled like... tasted like... felt like... sounded like when they came... looked like up close and from a distance... like a meal in a fine restaurant... savoring every morsel... every drop of their essence or that steak or shrimp... the entire journey... that's what I was and am about... not the 3 minute mile... not the slam bam thank you ma 'am...

And, as you all know... I luv music... not all music... but, those sounds and lyrics that are pleasing to my senses...

Cindy was my first love... we were young... too young... and this song was playing our first time... and several "firsts" later... who knew that I would still be talking to her after 30 years... one never knows what the future will bring... and... yet... still she turns me on...

"Do you want to be an angel
Do you want to be a star
Do you want to play some magic on my guitar?
Do you want to be a poet
Do you want to be my string?
You could be anything
Do you want to be the lover of another undercover?
You could even be the man on the moon...
Still you turn me on..." -- Emerson, Lake & Palmer "Still you turn me on"

I luved this song... I luved her... if you go and read the lyrics... you will be amazed at how crazy his luv is... if it can be characterized as luv... I don't care... I still luv this song...

My dad got a job in Texas and we moved south 500 miles from Kansas City and Cindy... It couldn't last... Oh... I thought about moving back and living with relatives or her and her family... But, I did not...

A year later I met Theresa... What a beautiful... melonlicious woman... OMG... she was a heavenly creature that I'll never forget... so kind... so gentle... so loving... so beautiful... like a dream... only real...

"There might have been things I missed
But don't be unkind
It don't mean I'm blind
Perhaps there's a thing or two
I think of lying in bed
I shouldn't have said
But there it is
You see, it's all clear
You were meant to be here
From the beginning..." -- Emerson, Lake & Palmer "From the Beginning"

She was meant to be here with me... and I with her... but, college changed things... she went to Texas Tech... I went to North Texas... long distance relationships never have worked for me... Our relationship just ended... no crying, no sad love songs... just two ships going off in different directions... We had spent days together at the lake... going to the drive-in... just being... those were special moments... I cherished that time...

I have been blessed with a wonderful life... full of good, not so good, happy, sad, crying, laughing... all of it... I feel like I am a lucky man... and, I'll take it all...

So... I have told my loved ones that when I die... don't cry for me... be happy... because I am happy... They don't like to hear that... but, they won't have to wonder if I was happy... because, I've told them how I feel... My grandfather used to tell me as a young boy... "if you have to tell someone something, you better go ahead and do it, because the chance to do so may not always be there..." I've not forgotten that... to the point where some have asked me why I would say such a thing... and, then I tell them...

that's me...

"He had white horses and ladies by the score
All dressed in satin and waiting by the door
Ooh, what a lucky man he was
Ooh, what a lucky man he was..." - Emerson, Lake & Palmer "Lucky Man"

Greg Lake... you are missed...

What say you my little pretties...
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Sometimes you just have to go for it...
Posted:Dec 7, 2016 8:59 pm
Last Updated:Dec 8, 2016 7:20 pm
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Sometimes you just have to go for it...

And, so that's what I did... I switched jobs last month and went to work for a financial institution which meant that I could pursue the heavenly bodies at my last company...

Oh so many of you advised me to mess with co-workers... Oh... easy... you will burn in hell... it will never work... don't do it... Plllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllease... but... ok... so I listened... and contained myself... now, I'm not gonna say that I didn't dream of these goddesses, these untouchables... the taboos, if you will... and, I wrote a few posts that were inspired by there melonlicious breats... their chanel #5... those ankle bracelets... the mole just to the left of her lips... OMG... it drove me crazy...

However, I still just let them go... and, was minding my own business... when out of the blue (my fav. color)... Melanie reaches out to me... she is the single head of her household... the 32 year old younger woman, who came into my office back in the day... She is about 5 feet tall... with a not anatomically correct barbie doll body... I mean... her natural breasts are too big for her frame... but, I don't care... I say... let bygones be bygones... and such... and for alls... and what not...

I think to myself... what is this... why would she text me... I'm no longer a co-
worker... baziiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiing... I can do this... ha, ha, ha, ha... yes... and, none of you can say boo hoo... because I'm out...

So... I call her up and say... what's up... she says... you... and, i say when and where... and she says... I'll meet you at Sambuca's Uptown in Big "D" in 30 minutes...

Now, some of you might remember my blog series from last year where I wrote about a heavenly creature from afar coming to visit for two nights... this was one of the places we went to... I took her there so to speak...

As I jump in the car... this song is playing...

"I never met a girl who makes me feel the way that you do
(it's alright)
Whenever I'm asked who makes my dreams real
I say that you do
(you're outta sight)
So fee fi fo fum...
Look out baby 'cause here I come
And I'm bringing you a love that's true so get ready
So get ready
I'm gonna try to make love to you so get ready
So get ready here I come.. - Rare Earth - "Get Ready"

I valet the car and stroll into the front door of Sambuca dressed in easy going, free flowing clothes... you know the kind... the kind that help you glide on the dance floor with the right partner... I knew she would be a dancer... because she was focused at everything she set out to do...

I think she had her sights set on me... as her melionlcious breasts came towards me barely covered in a blue outfit that radiated "fuck me... easy..."... or maybe it said "Fuck my brains out... but, first you need to wear this dance floor out with me...

"American woman, stay away from me
American woman, mama let me be
Don't come a hangin' around my door
I don't want to see your face no more..." - The Guess Who - "American Woman"

She led me to the dance floor and started dancing around me... pumping her hands up in the air as she moved those round hips from side to side... It was all I could do to contain myself... but, I was in the moment... we were moving as one... I don't know that I was doing all that much dancing as I was in a trance of the beauty and the erotic feelings that were emanating from the Aphrodite...

this goddess who somehow saw me... wanted to be with me...
was dancing with me... we went thru five songs... non-stop... I needed a breather... and, I was happy to see her oblige... as we moved to a table... she planted a long, soft, wonderfully delicious kiss on these lips... and wouldn't you know this song was playing...

"My friends wonder why I call you all of the time
What can I say
I don't feel the need to give such secrets away
You think maybe I need help, no I know I'm right all right
I'm just better off not listening to friends' advice
When they insist on blowing my bliss
I tell them this
When they want to know what the reason is
I only smile when alive, and I tell them why
your kiss is on my list
(Because your kiss) your kiss is on my list..." - Hall & Oates "Your kiss is on my list"

I luv this song... and, it was the perfect one to be playing...

Melanie was into this moment... it was like a long-awaited first kiss... a true first that she wanted to hold onto... I felt the same... she tasted so fine... I had wanted to taste her for over a year... but, couldn't bring myself to the perils of an office nightmare... so, I waited... and, waited and, waited...

And, here we were... in a place that she was comfortable in... a place that where dreams can come true... and, I had some dreams of my own working up a stiff conviction of what it could be tonight...

I ordered us some champagne... i kinda like the bubbly when I'm feeling like all is well with the world... I was thinking of pouring some on her breasts and licking it off... and, although I was ready... this was not the place... or the time...

We would do some more dancing tonight... maybe, some more between the sheets... but, that installment will have to wait...

thanks for the read my little pretties.

what think you???
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Is it easier for you to fall in love with someone new every day... hmmm...
Posted:Dec 4, 2016 4:45 pm
Last Updated:Jan 29, 2017 9:22 am
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Is it easier for you to fall in love with someone new every day... hmmm...

I got to thinking about this today after reading some of you all's blogs this weekend... and, of course listening to this song...

Your profiles say you don't want: attached; married; with a girfriend or with a boyfriend; but... what you want is straight up "single"... How many of you have met straight up "single" people??? I would have to say that we are all ships in this ocean of life drifting in and out of relationships and... rarely... do we ever lie in a state of "totally unattached"... as per my blog from yesterday... about the lover who dreamt of another and wondered, if she thought of him... it does happen...

but, this blog is inspired by your blogs and the Hozier song "Someone New"...

Now... many of you seldom listen to the lyrics of songs... I know this because, even when I post the lyrics... sometimes, the point is missed... not by all of you... but... by some...

My point is that in a relationship... interests wane... "familiarity breeds contempt"... newness becomes "boring"... you or her... or both... and... the anticipation of that "fresh" new sameone is there... has it always been there... or does it go dormant sometimes... and... when things become complacent do we venture into those other possibilities... anything... but, what you are in now... or... is it just easier... and... therefore... ok to just seek another...

Hmm...

"Don't take this the wrong way,
You knew who I was with every step that I ran to you,
Only blue or black days,
Electing strange perfections in any stranger I choose..." -- Hozier "Someone New"

So... is the message conveyed here... one that says I want to meet strangers... to satisfy my need for newness in strange perfections or feelings that I haven't felt with a possible sameone.

"I fall in love just a little, oh a little bit every day with someone new
There's an art to life's distractions,
To somehow escape the burning weight, the art of scraping through,
Some like to imagine,
The dark caress of someone else, I guess any thrill will do..." -- Hozier "Someone New"

The song continues with his confession to fall in love with someone new every day... Kind of like my experience at the "Gentlemen's Club" a couple of months ago... As long as they are "single"... I guess that it is ok... but... maybe that is so... so... so... shallow... Isn't the pain of the heartbreak and/or any miscommunication worth the love of a heavenly creature that breathes life into you and you into her... Will any thrill do... is that what we are about... I think not... in some of my prose I have used "Dreamboy" and "Azhar's" antics to fictionally plant erotic stories of ecstasy with a potential lover... but... a total stranger...

So... I am lost with this song... if I compare and contrast it with your blogs and profiles... Maybe... you should read what you wrote and put some disclaimers in there... it's ok if you tag this blog or even this song... It's all good my little pretties...

I do enjoy this song...

What think you... what is your interpretation...

Thanks for your kind words and your responses to my blogs...
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I dreamt of you last night... do you ever think of me...
Posted:Dec 3, 2016 11:46 am
Last Updated:Dec 6, 2016 6:29 pm
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I dreamt of you last night... do you ever think of me...

I woke up with a smile on my face this morning...

Not from moments of intimacy... but, from thoughts of being with you... thoughts of my fingers running thru your hair... your breath in my ear... your heart beating on my chest... that laughter soothing my pain... the "It's ok... I'm here"... what ails you my dear... touch me with a look... shake my thoughts with arousal... an emotional sense of togetherness... together and be.. the music moving us... the anticipation of another "first"... that dream... oh... a sweet one... come be with me... sweet one...

Can this be heaven or hell... we've been thru both... maybe not 'so' curious hands or motions... but, that is not bad... familiarity can make life so much easier... at least for an easy going person... the sparks that we inject into our relationships melt us as one... two souls content in shared space... if the shoe fits... if the clock strikes midnight... if the sound is heard in the woods... if the stars aligned... shouldn't we be...

If we finish each other's sentences without clouding the freshness of those thoughts... ever flowing in synchrony... can love be true... can love last... or is it always evolving... always being tested... or are the temptations too much...

Hope you were intrigued by this read...

enjoy your Saturday...

A Haiku inspired by a Sade song I've been re-winding lately... (a version feat. Leroy Osbourne)

--
Haunt me in my dreams...
Your breath is with me always...
you please like a breeze...
--
If you want to sleep...
I'm quiet as an angel...
as your soul could be...
--
If you only knew...
you had a girlfriend like me...
easy if you please...
--
Should you be in doubt...
If it's my help that you need...
never dare doubt me...
--
I listened to this song "Haunt Me" multiple times while penning this blog.

Any thoughts?
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By request - My October - 2016 songlist - rated NC - 39...
Posted:Nov 29, 2016 7:09 pm
Last Updated:Dec 1, 2016 8:35 pm
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By request - My October - 2016 songlist - rated NC - 39...

Take a few moments... enjoy the lyrics... then, enjoy the music... maybe... think of me...

1. Raye - "Bet U Wish"
2. SPZRKT - "Blind Man"
3. Doja Cat - "Candy"
4. 11:11 - "You"
5. - "Love" (Baile Remix)
6. Plaza - "Again"
7. Hailee Steinfeld - "Starving"
8. Bon Iver - "Creeks"
9. Eurielle - "Rescue Me"
10. Roy Woods - "Jealousy"
11. Ariana Grande - "Side to Side" (feat. Nicki Minaj)
12. 11:11 - "I'm Good"
13. Sevyn Streeter - "Say It" (Torey Lanez Remix)
14. Plaza - "Hold Up"
15. Selena Gomez - "Same Old Love"
16. Bronze Whale - "Say it" (Baile Remix)
17. Raye - "Hotbox"
18. Plaza - "Wanting You"
19. Dillistone - "Sad & High"

Well... are you gonna go for it...
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How can my ex-girlfriend be my next girlfriend?
Posted:Nov 5, 2016 10:19 am
Last Updated:Nov 29, 2016 7:29 pm
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How can my ex-girlfriend be my next girlfriend?

That's what I say... and, I write this to you Sevyn Streeter...

Disclaimer: This blog is not written to diminish my love for my "Sliding Top 30" or "Sofia Karlberg". However, since you all have not contacted me, what am I to do... but, reach out to women that don't know what they want... but, have a void inside them... they are missing something... I can feel it in their posts...

Before the "P.S": Sofia, if you are on this site... please ignore this post... Someone must be impersonating me... But, please reach out to me at your earliest... Thanks, in advance...

Second disclaimer: Please don't judge me... I'm just an easy going, simple man... clearly stated in my Profile... Just sayin'...

Some of you are thinking... Easy... why this sudden attraction for Sevyn Streeter... Is everything ok... are you missing something... do you have a void... can it be possible that you are open to new adventures... To that I say... this is not that story or blog... but, you can still comment to me if you want...

Moving on...

I have followed Sevyn Streeter for the past few months... as you know... I luv movies, women, music, baseball, cherry pez, "Right Twix", books... not in that order, necessarily...I believe... that the songs she sings are sung for two reasons...

First, she is reaching out to find that "sameone" which she has not found yet... she's not happy...

Second, it is clear that she is singing to me... When I watch her videos... her eyes focus on mine... regardless of where I am standing... sometimes... I move to the left of the screen and, there they are staring at me... I can move to the right... and, there she is staring at me... Kinda like a "One Republic" song...

" Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're here not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, can you see what I see..." -- One Republic "Stop and Stare"

The first song of Sevyn that caused my head to turn ever so slightly was her cover of the Bryson Tiller Remix "Don't"... There is so much passion when she sings it... the words are slightly changed with her rendition... They move me... Easy... she is lost... she is looking for something she lost... she claims there is no one better than her... no pressure... she is on a whole nother level... she pleads to her un-appreciative lover... he can't see her...

" Boy say she spend up everything
She keep begging for a ring
Don't bring nothing to the table
What a shame, if you were mine you will not be the same..." -- Sevyn Streeter "Don't"

I don't think I'm crazy... but, then... I hear this song... and, so very clear that she hasn't found her Adonis... she keeps searching for that that she hasn't experienced yet... it's like she is praying to God for a message... you know how people put their faith in something or someone else... instead of taking control of their own lives... well... that's what I'm doing.. I'm here... and, I'm stating that I'm willing to take a chance with this stranger... this woman that states that she knows what she wants... but, others don't see it... like this cover from Torey Lanez...

"Heard you got about 4 bitches (say it)
Tried to say you had less boy don't (do it)
If you say I'm on your mind (show it)
You gon' need to spend more time to (prove it)
(oh, babe)

[2x]
'Cause I want you too, baby
You too, baby, want you too, baby
(I really, really, really, really want you too)..." -- Sevyn Streeter "Say It (Torey Lanez Remix)".

And, then... the clincher is this next song... "How can my ex-boyfriend be my next boyfriend"... I think she is clearly searching for that right connection... it's not there for her... she has issues with her boyfriend... they have problems that will never be resolved... but, she loves him... really... I say... what she needs is an easy going lover... one that will not confuse her so much... oh... all of her problems would disappear...

"Together, forever
I would never, never let you go
See now soon as we say that, we at war
Surrender, somethin' we don't know
Something between us, certain fire in our love,
Its unreleasable, unbelievable
We're miserable apart, but together it's so hard
All I need to know, ohh all I need to know..." -- Sevyn Streeter "Next"

But, then I think... if she found me... and all of her problems disappeared... how much would she change... I'm willing to take that chance... I pen these thoughts as I see them...

Sevyn... please reach out to me...

Thanks for the read my little pretties... any thoughts on this?

P.S. I luv u...

P.S.S. - alms for the poor... I need more points, please... thanks, In advance...
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Has this ever happened to you...
Posted:Oct 24, 2016 10:04 pm
Last Updated:Oct 30, 2016 9:24 pm
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Has this ever happened to you...

You are in a relationship... but, it's uphill or "one way"... and, you're just not feelin' it...

But, then... in bed... things are so exquisite between the two of you... you are in a trance... and, you feel like this is the right one...

But, it just doesn't feel right... something...

"Throat coarse burnt by pain of our hearts
so I'll save the kiss that was bittersweet
Cold smiles for us one final laugh
so I'll grasp the echoes of your sympathy
Promise me you'll dry my tears
clear my chest of wounds that heal
Please forgive what made us ill

Say you want me to hear but why you gotta be mean to me
And scream you wanna be free from me
When you know you are and you are but..
Say you love when I'm here but then you go and be mean to me
And scream you have to be free from me
When you know you are and you are ..." -- Delilah - "Mean to me"

You want the luv to work so bad... it hurts... but, you can't stop... you can't stop the beat of your heart... you can't stop the air escaping your body... in that slow moan when all your senses have been touched... that satisfaction has cum again... like the waves in the ocean leaving that imprint on your lips... both sets... aching from wanting more... yet... satisfied... pleased...

What was it... was it luv at first bite... were all the warning signs ignored... was the physical and the carnal too much for you to resist... the things that were said... were they ignored... did you take them wrong...

"Why do I let you cross the line every time?
Why do I stay if I know you're not mine?
Ride on your skin, I know that love used to glow
How can I let you go if I know I'm so close?

Maybe I'll get you out of my head
Maybe I'll forget all the things you said
Lies on your lips, but there's love in your eyes
Maybe I'll forget you some other time..." -- Alina Baraz - "Maybe" (feat. Galimatias)

Oh... but, the pain feels so good... and, yet you know it is not going to end well...

When you are alone do you question what you did... what could it have been... will the door still be open... hmmm... I wonder...

"Did I drive you away
I know what you'll say
You say, oh, sing one we know
But I promise you this
I'll always look out for you
That's what I'll do
I say oh
I say oh..." -- Coldplay - "Sparks"

you... ever the optimist...
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By request - My August - 2016 songlist - rated NC - 39...
Posted:Oct 23, 2016 10:54 am
Last Updated:Oct 30, 2016 9:32 pm
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By request - My August - 2016 songlist - rated NC - 39...

Take a few moments... enjoy the lyrics... then, enjoy the music...

1. Wyatt - "Places"
2. Kehlani - "Gansta" (from the movie "Suicide Squad")
3. Frank Ocean - "Pink + White" (feat. Beyonce)
4. Sevyn Streeter - "Don't" (Bryson Tiller Remix)
5. Conor Maynard - "Catch me here" (Drumsound & Bassline Smith)
6. The Girl & the Dreamcatcher - "Monster"
7. Rhodes - You & I
8. Sofia Karlberg - "Runnin' (Lose it all) (Beyonce cover)
9. Wyatt - "Attention"
10. Demi Lovato - "Body Say"
11. Foy Vance - "She Burns"
12. Sofia Karlberg - "Controlla / One Dance" (Mashup)
13. Mantu & Max Joni - "And I"
14. Conor Maynard - "Closer" (The Chainsmokers feat. Halsey cover)
15. Ariana Grande - "The Way" (lyrics solo version)
16. Jason Derulo - "Kiss the sky"
17. De La Soul - "Drawn" (feat. Little Dragon)
18. Conor Maynard - "This is my version"
19. Rob Thomas - "Pieces"
20. Shura - "Touch"

Thanks for taking the time to get to know more about me...

What think you...

I've posted other songlists in my blogs...
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I had a dream last night and it included Kimbra...
Posted:Oct 21, 2016 10:00 pm
Last Updated:Oct 30, 2016 9:28 pm
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I had a dream last night and it included Kimbra...

What could it mean... It seemed so real... I woke up in a sweat... what is it that I was feeling...

Most of you have not heard of Kimbra... she is a melonlicious heavenly creature of my infatuation... she is #4 in my "sliding top 30..."

This is the song playing on re-wind since last night...

Kimbra - "Settle Down"

I wanna settle down
I wanna settle down
Won't you settle down with me?
Settle down
We can settle at a table
A table for two
Won't you wine and dine with me?
Settle down
I wanna raise a
I wanna raise a
Won't you raise a with me
Raise a
We'll call her Nebraska
Nebraska Jones
She'll have your nose
Just so you know
I wanna settle down
I wanna settle down
Won't you settle down with me?
Settle down
Run from Angela Vickers
I saw her with you
Monday morning small talking on the avenue
She's got a fancy car
She wants to take you far
From the city lights and sounds deep into the dark
Star so light and star so bright
First star i see tonight!
Star so light and star so bright
Keep him by side!
I wanna settle down
I wanna settle down
Baby there's no need to run
I'll love you well
I wanna settle down
It's time to bring you down
On just one knee for now
Lets make our vows...

Now, why wasn't the song "Simply on my lips" or "Two Weeks"... I ask you my little pretties... some of you have psycho-analyzed me over these past two years... And, I still don't feel healed yet... of what... you may ask... of my passion for heavenly creatures... of my desire to please and be pleased by a melonlicious lover who feels the same way as I do... only... we both feel it together at the same time... the same exact ships merging in a sea of eroticity... (Ok... I like that word)... the right version of each other at the exact moment of our first of many firsts...

Maybe that's it... this dream is about me and one of my "Sliding top 30" finally coming together in real life... oh, but, then what would I have to look forward to... and, why those lyrics...

ok... so if you listen to the song and read the lyrics... it seems as if there is a plea for settling down... having a named Nebraska Jones... who comes up with a name like that... why not something like... "sweet of mine" or "Aphrodite" or "Take my breath away"... or just "I am #4"...

Anyway... Kimbra was butt naked... singing to me while she is riding me like a pogo stick stuck in cherry flavored jello, so luscious my head is still spinning... her breasts are perfectly located within tongue distance of me... and, quite often... that distance is non-existent... her eyes never leave mine... her sweat is slowly dripping off of her body onto mine... and she is singing her song to me...

well... my little pretties... what does it all mean... thanks for your responses...
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Have you ever fallen in and out of love 10 times in 45 mins...
Posted:Oct 16, 2016 9:47 pm
Last Updated:Dec 2, 2016 10:30 pm
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Have you ever fallen in and out of love 10 times in 45 mins...

Well... it happened to me a week ago Friday... it was the weirdest thing... a co-worker wanted a good send off as his last day with the company occurred this past Monday... but, I was going to be at the state fair with my grandkids... so, if he wanted to do something it would have to be Friday... so, Friday it was...

We left the office early and went to "Baby Dolls"... a gentleman's club in Dallas...
Yes... that's what he wanted to do... He wanted to chill in a place surrounded by heavenly creatures that left little to the imagination... and, who was I to complain...

He didn't have to talk me into it... so... the three of us sauntered into the place like we were ready to become knights in white satin... so, to speak... and , we were ready...

It was a hot day in the heart of Texas and you can contrast that to the ice-cold AC turned up inside... there were dozens of scantily clad, heavenly creatures waiting to allure us with half-truths in return for Benjamins and Washingtons and a taste, a touch, a tease... I favored the Washingtons... and selected our place to attract the attention of dancers for 3 1/2 minutes... I always like to sit at a side table, with a small dance platform where the dancers are up close and personal...

Our place was located equidistant to the main stage and the bar... which meant we got to preview each new dancer and have any beverages brought to us quickly... should the need arise as other things were going to...

Our first goddess was a melonlicious beauty that appealed to all of our tastes... I mean... she was gliding on the platform with the ease of a dancing machine with tits that made me marvel at the wonders of silicone advances in this century... Her breasts reminded me of a "Barbie" doll... totally unproportional to her otherwise, anatomically perfect body... and, they were not affected by gravity at all... But, I didn't care... I whipped out 3 Washington's and set them in front of my two friends and me... Chastity was a woman I'll never forget... I fell in love with her... I think it was love at first sight... I don't consider myself to be fickle at all... although, the title of this blog could lead some of you to believe that that is how I am... No... I am a weak man... who appreciates the internal and external beauty of all Venutians... I don't care... please don't judge me...
She danced to this song...

"I saw you licking a dollar bill
I'm in the graveyard if looks could kill
But murder ain't your thing, you just shoot to thrill
But if you did, put you in my will, will
They say that your body is full of sin
But they can't see the world that we're in
Your body is the door through where peace begins
I give you more, we can take a spin, spin..." - Miike Snow "My Trigger"

maybe what really did it for me was the tattoo she had on her thigh... It said "There's no crying in baseball..." on her other thigh it said "Take me there..."

OMG... I slid my bill in the 1/4 inch part of her thong... and she kissed my cheek ever so gently... saying... that she would be back... I asked her to marry me... and, she just smiled and said that I probably say that to all of the girls...
Two more creatures of my deep inner fantasies were up next... and, I proposed to each of them as well... For some reason... they just laughed at me... I was really serious for a few minutes with each of them... Something about that look, that dance... those deceiving eyes... their hands running thru my hair... those breasts caressing my face... OMG... the hard on and then the unarousal made me feel like I was one of Pavlov's dogs... because it seemed like I was stuck in a Nine Inch Nails song...

"There is no love here and there is no pain
Every day is exactly the same
I can feel their eyes are watching
In case I lose myself again..." NIN - "Every day is exactly the same"

But, in a strange way... it was ok...

Heather was the fourth dancer... I fell in love with her again... at the drop of her purse... she could have been 10 feet tall... she glided as if on a magic carpet rather than her 3 inch heels... her tits were unreal... mother nature had some assistance... and her red lipstick matched her hair... at least what was exposed... My mouth dropped open... and, I sang the words to one of her fav songs... It happened to be this song...

"Say you a gangsta, that don't impress me none...
Say you a gangsta, ain't seen a thing you done..." - Ozzie "Gangsta" (HRLY Remix)

She was two songs away from her selection... but, she had introduced the dancer who had this song playing to her 3 minutes of fame... on the main stage... But, I didn't know she loved this song... and, her mouth dropped open when she read my lips...

Many of you have never heard the songs or lyrics that I've posted... I'm ok with that... I luv music... and have introduced some music to my lovers over the years... but, when she recognized that I was mouthing the words before they were played... she had a connection with me... what happened next was another first... I may have lost some hidden virginity within me... because she swooped down towards me... like an angel or my deepest "sliding top 30" infatuation beautymous, wonderfully delicious heavenly creature... and, she stopped one foor from me on the floor... and, then she shot her long leg behind my head and slowly reeled me in to within an inch of her pussy... I must say that I was so turned on... that I almost lost it... (kind of weird, because I had read a post last week, where I had to respond to a blog about having an orgasm without intercourse...)... maybe that was what they meant... she smelled like cherry flavored edible massage oil... she smelled delicious to me... I could see us living the rest of our days together... then, she asked me my name... I said to her did she want my real name or my stage name... she laughed, and said that let's hear the stage name... I looked into her eyes that had me in a lovers lock... and said... "1/2 inch"... She laughed so hard... and, said why was I setting the bar so low... and, I said that that took the pressure off of me... and, then the song ended... and she left me... but, before she did... she presented me with her melonlicious breasts and kissed my cheek, and licked my earlobe... OMG... yes... she could be the next "Mrs. Easy Going"... but, another 10 or so dancers came by to confuse my naive mind... and, my Washington's were flowing out of my wallet like a stream of sperm shooting into my lover's vagina... well... it could be like that...
the two co-workers needed to pick up their at day care... are you fucking kidding me... I said... and, they said no... and, I said... hello Mr. UBER... and, they said... come on... we can't wait...

Note to self... before you take to married co-workers to a men's club... make sure they have a hall pass that gives them unlimited funtime...

The last song that played while we left that garden of eden... was this one...
"Go ahead and play with another - not me, I'm done, I'm done
Love with another or several others, I'm done, I'm done
Flex your way outta' here, go flex your way outta' here..." - Sofi de la Torre "Flex your way outta' here"...

Thanks for reading...

What say you my little pretties... is it possible to fall in and out of love 10 times in 45 minutes???
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Good luck to the Toronto Blue Jays!!!
Posted:Oct 9, 2016 8:49 pm
Last Updated:Oct 13, 2016 9:08 pm
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Good luck to the Toronto Blue Jays!!!

The Toronto Blue Jays are better than the Texas Rangers, they deserve to win the World Series... Yay!!!

The Toronto Blue Jays are better than the Texas Rangers, they deserve to win the World Series... Yay!!!

The Toronto Blue Jays are better than the Texas Rangers, they deserve to win the World Series... Yay!!!

The Toronto Blue Jays are better than the Texas Rangers, they deserve to win the World Series... Yay!!!

The Toronto Blue Jays are better than the Texas Rangers, they deserve to win the World Series... Yay!!!

The Toronto Blue Jays are better than the Texas Rangers, they deserve to win the World Series... Yay!!!

The Toronto Blue Jays are better than the Texas Rangers, they deserve to win the World Series... Yay!!!

The Toronto Blue Jays are better than the Texas Rangers, they deserve to win the World Series... Yay!!!

The Toronto Blue Jays are better than the Texas Rangers, they deserve to win the World Series... Yay!!!

The Toronto Blue Jays are better than the Texas Rangers, they deserve to win the World Series... Yay!!!

I lost a bet... just sayin'...
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